October 20 is a National Holiday?..

                  Me and two friends were on our way to the terminal, riding a bus. And upon reaching the terminal, I was shocked by a big sign posted on a tree saying, "OCTOBER 20 IS A NATIONAL HOLIDAY"; .I don't know if the ones with me notice the sign, but it really puzzled me. Roaming my eyes around, I was more amazed to see people of almost hundred in number and they were in pairs, sitting on benches. The place is filled with trees and the atmosphere was suited for lovers I guess. Its really shocking to see those things and incidence in a terminal,for what is commonly seen there are public vehicles. Upon clearing my sight, thinking that I'm hallucinating, I was deeply,deeply shocked by what Ive seen. Those in pairs were kissing, showing intimacy and as if they don't mind if someone is staring at them. Turning my back to see my friends reaction, I was again shocked to see that they were gone. And I started realizing that I'm the only one standing there, staring at those people. I was surrounded by them, I'm the only one standing at that very moment when everybody's busy doing their things on those benches. Then I looked at the sign again, and ask myself "Is October 20 really a holiday?". If yes,what is it all about?."

                Then my phone alarmed. Its already 5:20 AM and I might be late for school, so I immediately fixed myself. It was a dream,but what does it mean? October 20, what does it symbolize? I was left with hanging questions. And what I want now is to try figuring out the dream that puzzled me- the sign saying OCTOBER 20 IS A NATIONAL HOLIDAY.

A Tale of Princess Dorina.. :)

Lets suppose its November 24, 2009 today. Well whats so special about this date? Haha, read my post below to know. On that date kasi i'll be busy- last duty day in Iriga and though gusto ko mag-online, I just cant. Kukulangin tayo ng oras, 24 hours is not enough I guess. Haha :) Mabuti if extended ang November 24, additional hours pa. =) So, I decided to post this one earlier than expected.

   NOVEMBER 24, 2009

               A BIRTHDAY PRAYER

Lord, let this feast of my birth be a reminder to me of all the gifts and blessings I have received from You this day and all the days of my life. On my day of celebration, I thank you for my life and all of my blessings and ask for another year filled with Your presence in my life that I may continue to grow in your love.

               Gracious God, I thank You for enabling me to celebrate my birthday. Lord You have been good to me all these years and I thank You for all the blessings I have recieved but especially for life itself.

               Creator God, I do not know what lies ahead for me this year. Yet I know that You are holding my future in Your hand. Let my ways be pleasing to you. As You have promised, be with me, Lord. Grid me with Your strength and grace so that I can live for Your light. Enable me to draw closer to You that I may walk in your peace and be the creative and loving person that you intend for me to be. I ask this and all things in the sure and certain knowledge of your love for me and for all your people. Amen.

Happy Birthday Rain!

         The gift of life, love and friendship are the most precious gifts a man could ever have. From the time of birth, till the last breath we will receive these gifts. And we must treasure every single year of our life, coz as others say "Life is short", so live it! 

         For the past 19 years of this life, rainbows and downfalls filled my heart. But God gave me hundreds of reasons to live and enjoy life, when he gave me his life. He has given me another chance to continue the journey. The previous years (4 yrs), was indeed the time of my life, and is still on going for me to cherish. You may not understand what I mean, if you dont know the story. And I have no plan of spreading it through blogging. Wooh! Enough for that. Hey guys, I just turned a year older, but im still young, =) . Its my 19th bday, November 24. My Wish? Genuine happiness, good health, safety and success for myself &  my family. I want happiness for all of us, and I hope to start the 19th year of my life with great happiness.  =)

         Hmm about lovelife, wish ko? Sana ma-meet ko sya on the right time, coz love at the wrong time ends unhappy. Am I right? Haha. Im not yet ready to fall in love. But if somewhere down the road I meet that someone again, and if things go the way I want it to be, pwede rin. Hehe, joke. =) Happy bday to me,

-the unica hija
-the only girl among my cousins sa father side bearing the surname Patriarca
-the eldest among my girl cousins sa mother side.
That is a little glimpse at my Family background. =) yes, happy bday to me,
-the girl who sucks in Math
-the girl who loves English and music, and lastly,
-the girl who loves blogging, social networking and the likes.

Yes, happy bday to me. Haha, ulit-ulit (nag-eenjoy ako ulitin e, ^^,). And to my RAINFALL, 8months ka na din. Whew, trip lang at first when I tried blogging but look how far it goes. I love it so much! =) Happy 8months my blog and thanks sa lahat ng bumati at babati pa through Facebook, Friendster, Blogger, sms and emails. Thanks talaga guys, i-acknowledge ko na lang kayo sa next post ko. Its not yet too late to greet me, tsk! Its so early pa nga. :) Sa mga nakalimot at makakalimot, neknek nyo! Hehe joke lang, its ok.. So this would be the end of this post, thank you so much! Gracias! =)

Happy Birthday Reina Donna Mar Patriarca! :)

Rainie's Big Reveal...

yeeeeh! Its November! :) haha, sorry for over reacting.. Masaya lang ako, =). Well, whats new? Wala naman masyado, aside from pasukan na naman, ahemm somethings gonna happen. Haha. What is it? It will be a big revealation. :) sshh sa ngayon its a secret muna. Its been a while din since my last post, I stayed in the house lang the whole semestral break, ay pumunta din pala ko sa Lola ko last October 31- November 1 for the fiesta. I became the yaya of my baby cousin JR, pero di ako nagrereklamo ah coz I enjoyed it. Sobrang bait at cute na bata, I really love babies. :) Miss ko na nga sya, mejo matagal na naman bago ko un ulit makakita. Nung vacation, I prepared something to be post here but I will not post it na. Im a changed person now (owwsss), so enough of the drama as much as possible. I prepared another one next to this one, sa baba you will read it (may intro muna di ba hehe?) and sorry for those na naghintay sa continuation ng poem, wala pa eh and sorry kasi tag-lish ang post na to, IM NOT PREPARED! Haha, I just miss blogging so I posted something here though im not prepared. So lets start with my post na kahit panu prepared naman ako.hehe :)

THE SHOCKING TRUTH

Do you remember me as the girl playing boys games before? Haha, I had this boyish attitude and act when I was younger. And I guess now that Im grown up, I still have a bit of it. You may find it confusing but dont get me wrong.  =) I love action movies, I like fast cars, Im comfortable wearing loose clothing and lastly, its my simplicity that makes me different from the other girls. But this boyish aura somehow gave people a wrong impression of me. And I dont care that much actually, Im not born to please everyone. Having my family and friends is enough to keep me goin. Ahmm maybe your wondring why im talking about it. Its because I want to share something with you about SEXUALITY. In our review for the board last Feb-April, Sexuality was defined as the behavior of being a boy/girl, man/woman and is an entity subject to a lifelong dynamic change. So in our community, aside from boys and girls, we have gays, lesbians and the bisexuals. Dynamic change to which sexuality is subjected thats why may third sex maybe. So Bisexuality is said to be the attraction to both boys and girls. Lets deal on it. Falling in love and engaging in a relationship with someone opposite your sex is normal. But with the same sex? I guess I have to think of it a million times. But, hmm its still a no for me.

My dear friend I have something to tell you. I really dont like same sex relationship but since your my friend I'll accept the biting reality. Though its a shocking truth you made me see how you treasured the friendship we have. You hide it from mo for couple of monthsand I now understand. Your old enough to decide for yourself and I just wish you happiness and good luck. Im sorry for breaking a promise, PEACE sana tayo. Di na ko nagpilit coz I know you will not permit me to do so. But im really sorry, if mabasa mo man to. understanding ka naman diba? Hmm, well I remember bagay sa inyo ang song na Now by MYMP. Tama ka, dont think too much of the future, ung now ang importante. Sorry... And about gays? wag na, sakit sila sa ulo.hehe joke!

I made a poem pala when I was still in my second year but its left undone. Its hard to add some more coz parang lumilihis ung thought when I tried, but I'll post it pa din for you to read.. Try reading it with the background music from my playlist, ung  Never Gonna Let You Go. Hmm, wala lang, with additional kilig factor lang,haha! :) I'll end this post with the poem, so take care guys. Muah! =)

I thought in my life he's the melody,

to which my heart will sing in harmony.

But what we have now is just history,

for in our hearts we felt misery.

He was the first to touch my heart,

deep down my soul he left a mark.

He thought me what love is all about,

but suddenly everything seems to fell apart.