Thursday, May 19, 2011

EXHAUSTED BUT FINE.. :))

Another day of review - saturated ideas, confusing but must learn concepts.  Sa ngayon I can't really feel the pressure, pero thinking of the date hala torete na, anhirap huminga. Pero sabi nga ng utak ko, sabi ng isip ko at ng lahat ng organs ko,  I can do better, I want to pass, I want to top and I believe I can. :) Umaapaw sa confidence noh? I know ganun din ang mind set ng mga magta-take this July. My family and friends believe in me so I must believe in myself too that I can make it. And of course its possible with action, determination and faith. :)

Lately natutuwa ako sa mga scores ko sa drills, esp.when I see my name sa list ng mga nagtatop at pag di ako nababagsak. It feels satisfying kasi may good outcome ung review sa bahay, sa aim One, at ang pilit na pagkontra ng antok during review hours. :p hehe. And malaking challenge saken pag nakikita ko na mali ako sa exam taz ung katabi ko tama. But its a good thing for me, with Lala on my right and Rachel on my left, 2 big brains, parang nachachallenge ako. :)) But its not a form of competition, but rather making them my reminders that I need to strive harder, more pa. Hindi lang naman sila ang nakakapagbigay ng challenge, madami sila. And it inspires me, motivates me..

More than one month na din ako sa Aim One Legazpi. NO REGRETS, so far. :) And I know wala akong pagsisisihan sa paglipat ko dito. Just yesterday, nakasabay ko sa jeep ung mga dati kong kasama sa iMIND, my friends there. I attended the review with them from November to March. I miss them, lalo na si Aiden. I can still remember that day na umiyak sya upon knowing na lilipat na ko. Guilty pa din ako dahil dun, but Im happy na naintindihan pa rin nya and were ok. I miss iMIND too. hehe.. The hall, ung sobrang lamig, the staff and those faces na nakasama ko noon. Pero since nasa Aim One na ko, enough of that story. :p Im happy where I am, and I trust Aim One as much as I trust myself..

Thank you Lord for the strength and Im sorry.. You know the reason. Im still guilty of something. Ikaw na bahala saken. :) Thank you soo much..

Kanina lang pala, nakasakay ko ung taga Aim One din. Walang imik sa jeep patingin-tingin lang pero pagbaba sobrang ngiti na nya. hehe. I dont know if from what school sya, pero sa tanda ko he's sitting in front sa review. Hmm magkwento? hehe sorry nonsense..

Maybe pag mejo maluwag na sched ko makakapag-blog na ko ng mas madalas. Pero sa ngayon, puro FB lang muna.. Wala masyado time magpost ee. So let me end it here. WISH ME LUCK GUYS. :))