yeeeeh! Its November! :) haha, sorry for over reacting.. Masaya lang ako, =). Well, whats new? Wala naman masyado, aside from pasukan na naman, ahemm somethings gonna happen. Haha. What is it? It will be a big revealation. :) sshh sa ngayon its a secret muna. Its been a while din since my last post, I stayed in the house lang the whole semestral break, ay pumunta din pala ko sa Lola ko last October 31- November 1 for the fiesta. I became the yaya of my baby cousin JR, pero di ako nagrereklamo ah coz I enjoyed it. Sobrang bait at cute na bata, I really love babies. :) Miss ko na nga sya, mejo matagal na naman bago ko un ulit makakita. Nung vacation, I prepared something to be post here but I will not post it na. Im a changed person now (owwsss), so enough of the drama as much as possible. I prepared another one next to this one, sa baba you will read it (may intro muna di ba hehe?) and sorry for those na naghintay sa continuation ng poem, wala pa eh and sorry kasi tag-lish ang post na to, IM NOT PREPARED! Haha, I just miss blogging so I posted something here though im not prepared. So lets start with my post na kahit panu prepared naman ako.hehe :)
THE SHOCKING TRUTH
Do you remember me as the girl playing boys games before? Haha, I had this boyish attitude and act when I was younger. And I guess now that Im grown up, I still have a bit of it. You may find it confusing but dont get me wrong. =) I love action movies, I like fast cars, Im comfortable wearing loose clothing and lastly, its my simplicity that makes me different from the other girls. But this boyish aura somehow gave people a wrong impression of me. And I dont care that much actually, Im not born to please everyone. Having my family and friends is enough to keep me goin. Ahmm maybe your wondring why im talking about it. Its because I want to share something with you about SEXUALITY. In our review for the board last Feb-April, Sexuality was defined as the behavior of being a boy/girl, man/woman and is an entity subject to a lifelong dynamic change. So in our community, aside from boys and girls, we have gays, lesbians and the bisexuals. Dynamic change to which sexuality is subjected thats why may third sex maybe. So Bisexuality is said to be the attraction to both boys and girls. Lets deal on it. Falling in love and engaging in a relationship with someone opposite your sex is normal. But with the same sex? I guess I have to think of it a million times. But, hmm its still a no for me.
My dear friend I have something to tell you. I really dont like same sex relationship but since your my friend I'll accept the biting reality. Though its a shocking truth you made me see how you treasured the friendship we have. You hide it from mo for couple of monthsand I now understand. Your old enough to decide for yourself and I just wish you happiness and good luck. Im sorry for breaking a promise, PEACE sana tayo. Di na ko nagpilit coz I know you will not permit me to do so. But im really sorry, if mabasa mo man to. understanding ka naman diba? Hmm, well I remember bagay sa inyo ang song na Now by MYMP. Tama ka, dont think too much of the future, ung now ang importante. Sorry... And about gays? wag na, sakit sila sa ulo.hehe joke!
I made a poem pala when I was still in my second year but its left undone. Its hard to add some more coz parang lumilihis ung thought when I tried, but I'll post it pa din for you to read.. Try reading it with the background music from my playlist, ung Never Gonna Let You Go. Hmm, wala lang, with additional kilig factor lang,haha! :) I'll end this post with the poem, so take care guys. Muah! =)
I thought in my life he's the melody,
to which my heart will sing in harmony.
But what we have now is just history,
for in our hearts we felt misery.
He was the first to touch my heart,
deep down my soul he left a mark.
He thought me what love is all about,
but suddenly everything seems to fell apart.
