Entering high school back in 2004, made a lot of changes in my life. Being elected as the muse of some organizations somehow gave my schoolmates a glimpse of who I am. Some students like me, some hates me. Some gave me smiles, some raised their their eyebrows when I walked by. A friend told me, ang taray ko daw kasi kaya ganun na lang sila sakin. Sabi ko naman, I won't change my face for them to like me and besides I'm not in school to please everyone. Taray di ba? But I'm not really like that. Why don't they dig deeper to see the real me? But it don't really make so much sense, coz I know mabait naman ako.. That's why he liked me.... Yea, that was the reason why he used to like me. He was my first love and also my first heartbreak. Do you remember my poem He's Just in my Mind? It's about him actually, but let me clear that I'm not anymore in love with this tadpole. I used to, but not anymore. I can definitely say that I'm so over him, but not with the memories for I really treasure it somehow. Because of that love we used to share (weh), I grow up to be someone mature enough. But I'm not saying that I am this mature now because of that love alone. Of course there are still more reasons for that. I'm also thankful for those moments that I will forever cherish, and that tadpole, among all this guys I've met, he was the first and as of now the only guy I loved and loved me. If we are just going to talk about love, I think I got too much to share though I've never been in a relationship yet. And honestly up to now, may kilig factor pa din. :) Haha I can't help but laugh thinking na baka he's reading this one.Oopps, in case you are - paki ko ba.
Uhm, its February the LOVE Month. I'm still single (as always) but I'm happy. Yea I'm, happy. :) I don't know the exact reason, but its really the way I feel. Recently, I'd been involved in a strange affair, but I consider it a part of a game involving my playful side. And somehow, I enjoyed it- honestly. I don't know how I will explain this for I don't want to be judge and I hate destructive criticisms definitely. Wanna guess? If your open-minded about the things around us, maybe, just maybe I can share it with you.But approach me nicely, not as if I'm hiding a top secret. Or maybe its worth keeping. Its actually over, and I'm missing it badly. Very weird, but I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I ended it, before coming to a point that I don't have enough courage to let go or leave it. Wooh, but hey guys as I'm encoding this post something just change. I'm still on it, LOL.. :) I don't know.. Bahala na talaga, happy naman ako. Happy din sana kayo. =)
Happy Heart's Day in advance guys.. This would be my Valentine's post for this occasion.. Shout-outs to my family and relatives, friends, co-bloggers, schoolmates, airG buddies, ka-Facebook and Friendster, everyone who knows me- LOVE YOU guys.. :) Happy heart's day, hope this month and the rest of the days be full of love and hope for everyone. To Yang Cheng Lin (Rainie Yang), (sorry palagi sya kasama sa post ko), Wo Ai Ni, my love and addiction will never end, LOL.. =) To my dream man, He JunXiang (Mike He), I love you super duper.Haha addict! Well enough for that. Xie Xie (thank you) to my friends who happened to read this post and hope you'll come by again.
Happy Valentine's Day again..:)
To those in love, keep loving.
To those in relationship, hope you'll last..
To those loveless, be patient..
To those who hate me, I don't care..
and to those who love me, xie xie
and wo ai ni.. :) wo ai ni...
