ETCETERA,.. :)

It took me several days bago nasundan ang last post ko. I've been busy for the past few days due to some exams and other school works. Patapos na din kasi ang semester na to, so Im looking forward na sa semestral break namin. I hope that the upcoming short vacation would be enough to unwind,relax and enjoy.

Hmm a bad and sad news- some of our kababayans,especially those from NCR and Region 4a suffered from a great devastation of Typhoon Ondoy. It was Sept.26 '09 when the typhoon inflicted suffering to the people of Marikina, Pasig, Bulacan,Quezon City, Cainta and the rest of the Rizal province. Lubog sa tubig baha ang Metro Manila, so the people saved theirselves by staying on their rooftops waiting to be rescued. But due to the number of people to be save and inaccessibility to certain places,medyo mabagal ang rescue. More than 200 people died,and some are still missing. But behind all of these,nakakatuwa isipin na nagtulong-tulong ang lahat in every way they can. I dont know how I can help maliban sa prayers, so I'll blog about it na lang. Maybe we can help by sending to foundations and agencies like Sagip Kapamilya our used clothing,foods,medications and money. This would be of great help to them. How? I don't know. For numbers to call in case of emergency, you may refer to superbianca.blogspot.com (bianca gonzales' blog), there is a complete list I think of #'s to call and agencies. So enough for that, sabi ko nga kanina medyo natagalan bago nasundan ung last post ko. So. I wrote something about everything that came to my mind in the past few days. In one post lang to,iba-iba ang topic kaya maghanda ka na at baka magulohan ka! Haha. =)

  WHO ARE YOU INSIDE?
 I took a quiz on Facebook just last week. This quiz ought to know who you are inside. It has series of questions for you to answer,hmm I think there was 5. And after taking the quiz, here is the result.
  "You hide the real you. You change yourself to fit in the crowd. 
You often wonder if people would like you if they knew what you really thought. Sometimes you wonder if they'd acknowledge if you went missing. You often feel like no one understands you when you do speak your mind. Your personality is constantly changing, depending on the group you are around. But nevertheless, you can always see the positive and negative attributes on each side of a conflict. Be true to yourself, those who don't like it aren't worth knowing anyways". .

Based from the result, HIDDEN daw. I was so amazed about the result coz its really true. Pero I dont want to comment na,hehe. To those who know me well, you can tell me something about the result if sakto nga ba or hindi. So friends, what can you say? :) . MY BEST FRIEND?. . I don't have a best friend, just a few close friends. The closest friends I have are still my high school friends. How about this college? Hmm,yeah they are nice and for almost 3 years of stay in the campus,I've been close to few schoolmates. But wait, My Bestfriend is the subtitle of this post, should I have to mention a name? But I dont have one,so there's nothing to mention.Haha! :) but hey guys, you can now start sending your resume here, in case you want to apply. =) There's nothing to worry about, coz I dont have qualifications, just qualification- never leave. . 


MY WORST ATTITUDE. 
I tend to push people away when I know they love me and they wont have enough courage to leave me. That's the worst attitude I think I have aside from laziness. =) Whenever I push a persnn away, medyo nagiging insensitive ako kung ano ang mararamdaman niya. So in what situations or circumstances nagagawa ko to? Let me enumerate.

a. Kapag bawal. Sorry if I pushed you away.I really didnt want to, but I dont want to keep you waiting. Mapapagod ka din lang, and I guessed it right. Sabi ko na, you'll get tired din agad. 

b. Kapag di Pwede. If hindi pwede, wag na ipilit. Be contented na lng sana sa kaya kong ibigay. Please give importance sa kung anuman ang meron,coz if not, baka one day pagising mo wala na pala. 

c. Kapag may nami-miss. When I miss a person so much,tapos hindi man lang nagpaparamdam, aawayin ko siya. I'll start a fight wìout admitting na miss ko lang siya. Kasi syempre, pag nasanay ka sa absence ng 1 tao, even without them makakaya mo na.

So thats it,if you think hindi naman ito ung worst, you can tell me. Pero I guess,ito na yun. Hindi kasi ako masyado affected kapag ginagawa ko to, lalo na if you betrayed me. Pero in the case of those enumerated sa taas,may tendency na i-push ko kayo pero wag lang sana padadala coz ayoko din naman kayo mawala. But if ever I did something wrong and your the one pushing me away, ayos lang sakin. I'll get hurt, pero hindi ko na pagpipilitan sarili ko.

  MY 19TH BIRTHDAY. . 
Malapit na b-day ko,more than a month na lang. Im a bit excited, though I know that my b-day will be just another simple day. Pero at a certain point, special pa din coz it my bday! =) haha! Why do I post about it? Hmm,wala lang,gusto ko lang. So talking about my best bday, its my 14th and 16th bday. And why? Secret! :) parang kelan lang,14 pa lang ako and now Im 18 and growing a year older pa by November. Hay,matanda na naman tayo,hehe. Hey, just a simple greeting on my bday will be enough. And importante, nakaalala. Salamat ha! =)

and also I want to greet some of my friends- BELATED HAPPY BDAY to Chin and Joana and ADVANCE naman to Angelique and Doods.. :)

HEART OF MINE . .

Playing love songs is one of the thing I used to do whenever I'm bored. Flashbacks of memories came to my mind everytime I hear songs from the past, and sometimes I cant even help myself from crying,pag may bigla kang naalala. So I want to share with you some of my favorite songs and at the same time memorable din. Some of these songs are on my playlist, so here it is. .

1. The Past by JeD Madella

"I was wrong when I hurt you, did you have to hurt me too,did you think revenge will make it better?"

2. To Love Again by U-Turn

"radios fine,it help me forget for a while. I look back and recall those days I had with you. Sometimes I need a friend just to make it through,another day spent without You"..

3. Migraine by Moonstar88

"oo nga pala,hindi nga pala tayo. Hanggang dito na lang ako,umaasa na mapasayo"..

4. I'll never Get over you getting Over me by Bellefire

"and as long as the stars shine down from the heaven,as long as the rivers run to the sea. I'll never get over you,getting over me"..

5. Angel by Tres

"is it wrong,to feel the way I do. Will I go on, with this feeling that I have. Couldn't be sure if you open up your heart for me?" . .

6.If I keep my Heart out of Sight by Nikki Gil

"if I keep on talking now, I'll only start repeating myself, and all I can say is I love you"...

7. I'll Never Let you Go by Faith Evans

"if i had one wish boy, I wish you next to me" ..

8. No Ordinary Love by MYMP

" I was alone on this journey,you came along to comfort me.and everything I want in life is right here" ..

9. Tattoed on my Mind by d'Sound

"and no melody can seem to sooth my mind,and now I cursed you for being so sweet and so kind" ..

10. I Love you Goodbye by Nina

" you need someone who'll be the one that I can never be. Who'll give you something better than the love you'll find with me" . .

HAVE A GOOD THURSDAY EVENING FELLAS! :)