THOUGHTS.. :(

I don't feel so good about what happened this afternoon. Why were they insisting me to put on make-up dahil lang they were challenged not to paint their faces this coming Monday? KJ ako, fine! :c Naiinis lang talaga ako. Then after that kung ano-ano maririnig ko na it's not fair kasi sila nga who always put on make-up will try a day without it, kaya dapat ako din daw magmake-up. I don't get it, maarte na kung maarte basta ayoko, ayoko. I guess nasabi ko naman ng  maintindihan nila. I walked out, I can't control my emotions anymore and I might say something which they might not like. I'm so pissed off. And I hate her, I really do. I noticed na lagi nya na lang ako pinupuna. At first I considered her statements as jokes, pero iba talaga.. Bitter nga siguro sya. OPPSS!! Sorry! Your getting into my nerves na. So guys, if gusto nyo ituloy ang dare nyo, GO ON AND JUST EXCLUDE ME, I'm fine. It makes me feel like I don't belong in this type of group. Sorry but you guys made me feel real bad. And I'm sorry for not socializing that much with you. The blame is on me, and maybe partly on the group. I guess I deserve a 'lil more respect. Maybe the group is already too close kaya ganito pero ewan. Try to be a little more considerate. RESPECT - hope you understand. I'm partly emotional and I'm sorry if I let it out. It must have been better kept than shown. But the tears were there, I just cant help it. I'm really sorry..

Rainie Reina :)

JULIET LOVE ROMEO

Loving you may mean heartache,

loving you may mean sorrow.

Loving you may mean pain,

but loving you is all I wanted.

Loving him is a curse.

Loving him is against my will.

Loving him will feel like hell.

But by loving him, i'll be rich.

My mom said I am dumb,

for wanting you to be my man.

I told her maybe im dumb,

but Im just following my heart.

My heart wants just you,

no other man can make me feel like you do.

This other man is just nobody,

for in my heart there's only you.

He might hate me for loving you,

coz lovin you is all I wanna do.

But I know you might hate me too,

for insisting myself on you.

He is nobody to me,

coz for me theres nobody but you..

But I am nobody on you too,

so why insist myself on you?

Will you not learn to love me?

Or is loving me just a waste of your time?

Should I learn to forget you,

and be with this other man for the rest of my life?

The thought of you not loving me hurts,

but I just want to ignore now this feeling before my heart burst.

Maybe what my mom said was right..

You will not ever learn to love me like this other man does.

Im now accepting that there's no happy ending for us.

No fairytales, no glass shoes, no magic carpet ride.

Im marrying a prince who love me for who Iam.

Though its not him, whom I shared my happy ending insights.

Jan.31,2011

Hey Friends. :)

I just came from our review. I actually escaped during the break, LOL! Just need to do something so I went out without asking permission from Sir Sagum or any of the staff. So I went to Legazpi.. After doing what I was supposed to do, I went to the DVD stores near Gaisano to look for any series to watch at home. I was actually looking for YOU ARE MY DESTINY starring my favorite SNSD member Im Yoona, when I saw Rainie's face. Yea, her CUTE FACE! haha. The tiltle is THE CHILD'S EYE. I dont really know what this movie is about, but since Rainie is the lead star, I bought it. :) Im soo excited to watch it. I am actually thinking of not attending the review tomorrow just to watch it! hahaha ( Im really pasaway, this is really addiction) . :) Well, Im just really happy when I think of her. She's my vitamins, my mind feels so awake watching her series. 

By the way guys, what did you do last February 14?  Ako, I was on duty, 3-11 in Tabaco. No gifts, no roses, nothing at all. Hehe its just an ordinary day for the singles out there. :) I even received text messages that day saying Happy Independence Day!  haha. Wala akong bad reaction dun, pero tingin ko mga bitter naman sila teh. :D Ako nga single since birth pero wala lang. IM NOT ON A RUSH. :) Time will come, ako naman ang sasaya when it comes to LOVE. hehe ayiiii. Pero Im happy naman ngayon, though there were days na I dont really feel good because I feel so guilty about something, na maayos na rin naman ngayon. God is really good. :) 

About sa issues saken, I dont know how to tell you guys about it. Sana di pa kalat sa school ung about kay guy. :( Kasi wala pa ngang improvement, parang mas naeexcite sila saken. hehe. But im happy being friends with him, or if not friends AT LEAST he knows me and we communicate thru TOOT! haha. Pero gang dun na lang ata yun. BAHALA NA SI BATMAN. :)

About the poem sa taas, I wrote it January 31 this year. Its about Juliet and Romeo, but unlike the original one, the case here is that Romeo doesnt want Juliet. :) Juliet is very much in love with Romeo but there is this other prince that loves Juliet who is richer than Romeo.Magulo? Haha basta yun na. I didnt know how I came up with this poem, basta pakibasa na lang. Its a fairytale type again. :)

Hayy, I really miss blogging. SOBRA. :) Just want to share with you some of my new pix before ending this post. 

Promise, magpopst na ulit ako ng madalas. :) Take care Guys. Muah! <3

And another, Im gonna share with you some information about THE CHILD'S EYE. Here it is. :)

• Title: The Child's Eye
• Chinese: 童眼
• World Premiere: September 4, 2010 (Venice Film Festival)
• Release Date: October 14, 2010 (Hong Kong)
• Runtime: 96 min.
• Language: Cantonese
• Country: Hong Kong
• Genre: Horror 

PLOT: A series of unfortunate events - a political crisis, blockades of international airport and roadblock totally disturb the plan of LAM LAM and friends in Thailand. Unwillingly, they stayed in an aged and shabby hotel. From the moment they checked in, they came across three weird children and a puppy, and strange things started happening one after another...

cast : Elanne Kwong - Ling  Rainie Yang - Rainie Shawn Yue - Lok  Ka Tung Lam - Chuen  Izz Xu - Hei  Ciwi Lam - Ciwi  Rex Ho - Rex