THOUGHTS.. :(

I don't feel so good about what happened this afternoon. Why were they insisting me to put on make-up dahil lang they were challenged not to paint their faces this coming Monday? KJ ako, fine! :c Naiinis lang talaga ako. Then after that kung ano-ano maririnig ko na it's not fair kasi sila nga who always put on make-up will try a day without it, kaya dapat ako din daw magmake-up. I don't get it, maarte na kung maarte basta ayoko, ayoko. I guess nasabi ko naman ng  maintindihan nila. I walked out, I can't control my emotions anymore and I might say something which they might not like. I'm so pissed off. And I hate her, I really do. I noticed na lagi nya na lang ako pinupuna. At first I considered her statements as jokes, pero iba talaga.. Bitter nga siguro sya. OPPSS!! Sorry! Your getting into my nerves na. So guys, if gusto nyo ituloy ang dare nyo, GO ON AND JUST EXCLUDE ME, I'm fine. It makes me feel like I don't belong in this type of group. Sorry but you guys made me feel real bad. And I'm sorry for not socializing that much with you. The blame is on me, and maybe partly on the group. I guess I deserve a 'lil more respect. Maybe the group is already too close kaya ganito pero ewan. Try to be a little more considerate. RESPECT - hope you understand. I'm partly emotional and I'm sorry if I let it out. It must have been better kept than shown. But the tears were there, I just cant help it. I'm really sorry..