downfalls.. :(

I think im now facing again a sad, miserable life. :( Di ko na maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. Do u know how it feels when ur controlling urself not to cry, kahit na nafi-feel mo na babagsak na sys sobrang pigil ka pa din? ang sakit at bigat sa pakiramdam.. Ayoko n umiyak,palagi na lang ganito eh.. Are this misty eyes really meant to cry? Im so down, for whay reason? im not ready yet to share about it. wala nga sana kong plano mag-post now, this is such a dumb post! Pag ok na ko, I will just erase this.. But now gusto ko lang sabihin sa mga nagbabasa dito about it. im finding it hard kasi to show and express what I really feel, so thanks sa blog na to kasi nailalabas ko lahat.. If ur curious about it,well secret na muna. i will discuss about it in my next post maybe. since nasabi ko naman at the very beginning that this blog was made to tell and express my emotions freely and discuss about my rainbows and downfalls. Ung mga dati kong post,mostly rainbows right? my next post will be about my downfalls. mejo bc lang kasi may nga midterm exams pa pero i will let u know about it as soon as i can..sa ngaun,secret na muna. sa may alam nito at nag-aadvice salamat. take care guys and sorry for this post.

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